Listen it was such a good day today. I felt it was gonna be as soon as I got up and the sun was out. I was like 'Oh yes. This day has potential.' So I cracked the shorts on, the cap, was goooood times. Nice and warm and lovely. Aaaahh. And I got to college (skipped Key Skills of course because it's the right thing to do) around 11, headed straight to Jo's lesson. Man it just felt ... good. Better than usual. Everyone was smiling, and Colleen was all about the potential of the day too. We had a Skins moment, and a little chat about stuff, and it was nice because usually someone's telling someone to fuck off or beating them, or whatever. But not today. I think it was because for a change there wasn't actually anything to worry about. Everyone was just ... happy! I know! Me, J and Colleen nailed our FMP presentations, cue many hi-fives. Was awesome times. It was GRITTY too. Social realism. J went off after college to go to this party with old-school friends. Good luck to him. Hope he gets all the bitches! Narayan was off to meet up with Ruth yay - hope he remembers to hand off Postsecret. More than anything I hope the sun sticks around for a little while. It seems to just raise everyone's spirits. Woo. WOOO. Go sun! So we're nailing down dates for filming FMP, i think i wrote down sometime in the middle of April. Still don't have an actress FML. Must cast someone soooon. remind me. AND get on twitter everyone. It's a winner.

Enough happiness now. I wanna tell you about what was keeping me up last night. (Yeah i know, here we go. Feel free to tune out now.) I was thinking how many things I know about people that I find hard to comprehend. Like ... how many people trust me with things that they don't tell other people. I mean on one hand it's amazing that they think I'm trustworthy. I mean I am, don't get me wrong, and it's such an honest way to connect with someone, to let them know something major about you. I just ... Man, you know I have so much respect for some people. Living with the weight of what they've been through/are going through/will go through. We all have stuff to live with I guess, just some people deal with more than others. I just hope they can keep on top of it. Don't let it break you. Talk about it. You know the drill. I LIKE GORE AND ZOMBIES YAY!

If ANYONE can tell me where to find the song that played on last week's Skins when Naomi and Emily were on the bike ride i'd appreciate it sooo much - the lyrics included 'jump in' and also other lyrics and I have a feeling this is the name of the song. But I don't know who it's by or where to find it. HELP!?

"When there is no more room in hell, the dead will walk the earth."

We got a water bill this morning. I was like O_o because I don't have the money to pay for it. I don't have the money to pay for anything lets be honest. But it just reminded me how much being a grown up has to learn. Just take it easy life, give us all a break. Give us more days like today. more sunshine and less worries. More March 6th please. I'll let it go to second reminder see if I have any money by then. Fuck real life lol. Gimme sunshine and best friends any time. Gimme sunshine, best friends and alcohol and then we're talking. Give me a summer. I can't wait. AAAHH! HYPED! Only about 3 months to go. haha. \^_^/ Gosh I like Ving Rhames. Classic black man.

"Fuck y'all."

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RUSTY SAYS: "Hello everyone. How are you all? I don't like Ving Rhames. I like Tommy Lee Jones. Did you know he shared a dorm at college with Al Gore and John Lithgow? Small world. I shared a dorm with Paddington, Yogi, and all the other famous bears you can think of. We had our own little bear technical college. nothing special. We just learned paw-techniques and roaring and picnic-basket stealing. The sort of things you'd expect from bear college. have a good weekend. I will! ROOOAAAGHH!!"