Leona Lewis sounds like this: EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. mmm. A lot of talk lately about that girl. I talked about her before, she wanted her boyfriend to cheat on her so she had an excuse to break up with him. Well he didn't, but she did. (Break up with him that is.) Which kinda sucks for him. He's a great guy, supports a cunty football team but still, gotta lotta time for him. I don't know what is wrong with her. Every time she has something good she ruins it herself. Finds problems that aren't there or causes them. There's something wrong - in her head or her heart. I find myself wishing I could fix her because people shouldn't live like that; sabotaging the best things they have for no good reason. But there are occasions, very rare I'll admit, but there are occasions where words don't work. Not even mine! I KNOW! Action is what is needed in this case, and I'm not the man for that job. She knows what she wants; what she needs, but she seems afraid to go after it. Like she's afraid to be anything other than what people expect her to be. I hope she finds what she needs, I really really do. I'm writing in short sentences here, that's never good lol. Just ... People can be anything they want. You'll never know how your own story ends if you follow everyone else.
Reminds me of a song. A lot of things do these days. Here I am sat inside watching Doctors, fuck my life. Don't get me wrong, I quite like Doctors, but I wish I had something more useful or meaningful to do. I might eat a KitKat. Oh yeah! I got an interview at Stafford, either the 28th Feb or the 4th March. Not sure which I'm gonna go for yet, I guess I'll have to consult with James; as he already lives up there then we might meet up or something yay! Also on the university front, Bournemouth want me to send them a fresh script that I've knocked up before the 12th I think it is, so I should really start on that soon! University - Big deals! It's real life and it's fucking coming up fast. I am nervous. But I am ... excited? I think that is the right word. I wanna play some Tony Hawk's. (Non-sequitur ftw - just for Ruth ^_^) Pretty worried that I haven't actually had any offers yet. Not even from Anglia Ruskin! Jeez. I should have applied to Lincoln. Colleen was straight in there. I miss my hometown. I miss football. I miss a lot of things but I think I also have a lot to be thankful for right at this moment. Like the fact we might soon be getting a new fridge-freezer from the estate agents! YAY! Now that's big. What's so great about being an adult anyway? Sure we can have sex and smoke drugs, but we can also put so much meaning, pour so much hope into a single dream that when this dream is finally achieved it can never possibly live up to expectations ... That makes me sad.
I got Skins series 1 and 2 boxed set this morning too. Skins is fun. Cassie remains my favourite ever character. I think it's true that some people just need people. If you've ever seen Frank Darabont's 'The Mist' you'll know just how gut-wrenching cinema can be. The ending of that film makes me almost physically sick to my stomach. Has anyone else noticed how every new movie seems to be coming out on the 6th February? The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, He's Just Not That Into You, Friday the 13th (the remake) and that one about the Dog that has super powers. ... Benjamin Button looks damn good. Brad Pitt is sometimes pretty great right? yeah I think he is. RIGHT I'm gonna play some Tony Hawk's, shred some kickers and etc. I don't know what that means. But it sounds cool right? yeaaaah man. I think the gang finally got to Prague today, or are on the way now. And i think they're staying an extra day too. Oh yeah, I skipped college day. According to Dave, so did everyone else. Fucking ridiculous that we're supposed to go in to do real lessons anyway, 4 of us or whatever. There is literally NO point. Eugh. Oh well, Wednesday free. Gonna maybe try and go to Pizza hut for the classic buffet. Running out of cash fast though and I still need to pay for that trip to Stafford at some point.

Hmmm i think that's all for now. Thank you to all my new followers! I love youuu! Done. x