Please don’t go.
I only just learned all I know
about your hopes and dreams
expectations and fears
for all of our years
so stay right here
at least for 6 more months
If a time does come
when saying goodbye is the only way out
of this tangled line of broken hearts
and suicide notes
of broken bones and
the letters you wrote
then I can watch you walk away
safe in the knowledge we tried
we gave it everything we had
and nothing stayed inside
these bodies and these minds
In danger but alive.
Sit with me then, or do you need a yes from your friends?
It’s funny that you call them that
because they don’t know how much depends
on you staying right where you are,
Screaming your lungs out in my car
Teen drinking cos we know all the bars
where an ID will not be required
we’re drunk but we’re inspired
back me up here, let’s head back to mine
There isn’t a thought about the time
with our bodies safe from harm
You told me you’d never sleep in anyone’s arms
but you broke your rule that night
You told me how you aren’t worth the fight
But I’d give up everything for you
And I still hardly even know you
All I know is the way I feel when it’s you and me
You make me want to stay awake
You make it easier to believe
in a life where anything is possible
I never said this was logical.
I know I know. And I promised myself I'd never post poetry. I didn't wanna be one of those kids. But hey, I do write poetry. Or at least I did. I haven't in a while. ANYWAY look, I found this when I was going through my unnamed documents earlier and I realised that this one was kinda apt today. I must have wrote this about 3 months ago I guess. We'll miss you Liv! Well I will anyway! ^_^ It sucks to be losing so many people from our course. We've lost Rach, Shelle and Liv since the start of the year and that fucking blows. Especially Rach. I hope we don't lose anyone else. Even Patrick would be missed. For Patrick read: Tesco. It makes me think that the course is not exactly what people expect when they sign up. I dunno though I mean I don't know the kind of drop-out rate for other courses but we seem to have lost a lot since the start of year 1. Like ... 8? 10?! I dunno man but a lot. If anyone can remember exactly how many I'd be interested to know!I only just learned all I know
about your hopes and dreams
expectations and fears
for all of our years
so stay right here
at least for 6 more months
If a time does come
when saying goodbye is the only way out
of this tangled line of broken hearts
and suicide notes
of broken bones and
the letters you wrote
then I can watch you walk away
safe in the knowledge we tried
we gave it everything we had
and nothing stayed inside
these bodies and these minds
In danger but alive.
Sit with me then, or do you need a yes from your friends?
It’s funny that you call them that
because they don’t know how much depends
on you staying right where you are,
Screaming your lungs out in my car
Teen drinking cos we know all the bars
where an ID will not be required
we’re drunk but we’re inspired
back me up here, let’s head back to mine
There isn’t a thought about the time
with our bodies safe from harm
You told me you’d never sleep in anyone’s arms
but you broke your rule that night
You told me how you aren’t worth the fight
But I’d give up everything for you
And I still hardly even know you
All I know is the way I feel when it’s you and me
You make me want to stay awake
You make it easier to believe
in a life where anything is possible
I never said this was logical.
Before I forget, BIG big thank you to Joseph for making/letting me use his new song "Vultures" for my FMP! This is so so helpful especially as a few of the bands I've got in touch with about using their music haven't got back to me. AND what's even better is I have the absolute perfect places to put the track. It fits SO well. I couldn't have done it better myself. Literally. I can't play guitar very well at all and I most definitely don't have a voice like Joseph. Ahhh it's so relaxing. Dangerously so. You know you want to check his Myspace.
... You only ever live once
You only ever love once ...
You only ever love once ...
Haha. Strange how I'd be inclined to disagree. I have a problem i know; in that I fall in love far too easily. Or at least, I fall for the idea of being with someone too easily. In my head I've been in love 3 times in my life. Strangely enough, they were/are all called Rachel. D'you think someone is trying to tell me something? Either way, things feel different this time. I think that might be because the feelings are actually reciprocated, which is never a bad thing. I'm so so happy someone finally took a chance and wanted me back. (thanks Skins for that line. I <3 Skins.) Christ I'm talking about love. I'm breaking all my rules here. The fact is I am very much in love. And it's awesome. Now that's quite enough of that!
This is a photo of my hand on fire. I discovered that if you put enough deodorant on, it doesn't even burn. So that's nice. Just something to do you know. The way I see it, you either watch TV or set yourself on fire. And at least this option makes you feel something. Certainly gets the heart racing. My coolness is tempered a little by the fact that I shouted "FLAME ON!" as I dropped the match on my hand though. Fantastic Four ftw. Anyway if all else fails I can blame films for this because I saw a nice example of hand-setting-on-fire in the film Me, You and Everyone we know. (If you haven't seen it you really should. It blew me away. It's low-key and offbeat but reallllyyy powerful. I love it. It's definitely in my top 5.)
This is a photo of my hand on fire. I discovered that if you put enough deodorant on, it doesn't even burn. So that's nice. Just something to do you know. The way I see it, you either watch TV or set yourself on fire. And at least this option makes you feel something. Certainly gets the heart racing. My coolness is tempered a little by the fact that I shouted "FLAME ON!" as I dropped the match on my hand though. Fantastic Four ftw. Anyway if all else fails I can blame films for this because I saw a nice example of hand-setting-on-fire in the film Me, You and Everyone we know. (If you haven't seen it you really should. It blew me away. It's low-key and offbeat but reallllyyy powerful. I love it. It's definitely in my top 5.)
My top 5 would probably be:
1. V For Vendetta - Probably the best film i've ever seen. The ending is just FILM GOLD
2. Juno - Love everything about this film. Especially Michael Cera.
3. Me, You and Everyone we know - Just watch it dammit
4. Rocket Science - "Have you ever felt like you could just burn the world down?" -"Every day."
5. Training Day/I am Legend. I JUST CAN'T DECIDE!!
Oh I've rambled on and said nothing again. There's a surprise. Liv I'll miss you. Joseph thank you. Rachel G I'm waiting for you. Watch the film. I'm happy right now so here's to you.
RUSTY SAYS: "I have a top 5 movies as well. All 5 movies on it are: Bear: The Untold Story. I made it with my friend Dusty. It's a biopic. Err it didn't get a very wide release though so ... just saying you might not be able to find it. Anywhere. Did you catch the soccerball scores from the other day boy those were some interesting scores hey? MMM. ROOOAAAGH!!"
1. V For Vendetta - Probably the best film i've ever seen. The ending is just FILM GOLD
2. Juno - Love everything about this film. Especially Michael Cera.
3. Me, You and Everyone we know - Just watch it dammit
4. Rocket Science - "Have you ever felt like you could just burn the world down?" -"Every day."
5. Training Day/I am Legend. I JUST CAN'T DECIDE!!
Oh I've rambled on and said nothing again. There's a surprise. Liv I'll miss you. Joseph thank you. Rachel G I'm waiting for you. Watch the film. I'm happy right now so here's to you.
RUSTY SAYS: "I have a top 5 movies as well. All 5 movies on it are: Bear: The Untold Story. I made it with my friend Dusty. It's a biopic. Err it didn't get a very wide release though so ... just saying you might not be able to find it. Anywhere. Did you catch the soccerball scores from the other day boy those were some interesting scores hey? MMM. ROOOAAAGH!!"
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