So what's it feel like to be a ghost?

Author: Aaron KD Bourn / Labels: , , , , , , , ,

We could have had it all
Our backs against the wall
Our eyes blindfolded tight
Living what they call life


Louder now louder now. HEY so here we are again huh? Looks like the world is still going ok despite the fact I didn't blog yesterday. Don't panic Mr Mainwaring. Don't panic. Talking of the world and such issues, hey there's some credit crunch and whatnot. Jeez. But hey don't worry about it because I'm gonna buy myself a sweet Billabong cap and trainers and I am gonna look like a fucking emo troubadour. (Is that how you spell troubadour?) LET'S HOPE SO EH? Yeah man so when I get my paper, it's gonna go off. I fancy going somewhere, you know, like somewhere I haven't been. Going to new places has always been one of my favourite things. I would love to go to Prague next week just randomly, turn up and say hello to Drew and the kids, but I fear the only thing that would achieve is me going on report for not being at college. Bureaucracy eh? Red tape. You know how it is. But still ... if they think I'm gonna be sat there like a retard at college while everyone is getting pissed in the Czech Republic then they've got another thing coming. YOU HEARING THIS DREWBERT? I SAID FUCK THAT SHIT.

ONE WEEK FROM NOW is the Superbowl. Superbowl XLIII. Now that might not mean a lot to anyone who reads this because it's American Football (The sport Narayan.) But still, it's big and it's important and I'm looking forward to it. It's always good to have things to look forward to isn't it? I get the feeling this is going to be a gooood week. Rest assured you'll be the first to know if it isn't. Or if it is. This brings me neatly on to my next port of call. Jamie Smith. A very good friend of mine, in fact I might be so bold as to say my best friend. Anyway, what's been going on in his life lately has been very interesting, and sort of BIG. I'm sure he won't mind me saying he didn't apply to uni this year, a decision which i admit i questioned at the time like I guess a few people did considering how he moaned like a bitch about it. ANYWAY that's not important now. What is important is that a few weeks later two great opportunities fell right onto his face. AND THAT MY FRIENDS, IS SOMETHING A LITTLE BIT SPECIAL, DON'T YOU THINK? Sometimes things work out the way you want just because you take a chance. It's quite inspiring and just an awesome story really. Good work Jamie is the moral of this story. Do good things, take a few chances, and good things can happen. (Sssh don't let anyone hear but do you think some kind of higher power was at work there? Maybe ... fate?) Fate. What a ridiculous concept. But that's for another time.

OK onto other news: Skateboarding looks fun. I should be a skateboardist but alas I am too large for wooden boards. OOH Johnny Cash just came on! Awesome times. Very good lyrics too. A friend of mine wants her boyfriend to cheat on her so she can dump him. Don't you think that's kind of weird? Although in her circumstances perhaps I can accept it, her boyfriend does have some very strange friends who might put bodily fluids on her if she dumps him, and not in a good way either! People are sometimes stupid. She is kinda fucked up, self-destructive, bitchy, aggressive, a liiiittle bit insecure ... but she's amazing. I love her to bits. I dunno what went wrong but I hope she finds something better.

This has gone on for far too long. The wind is picking up now. My bones ache and my skin feels cold. We're gonna die like this you know? Miserable and old. But this week feels like it's gonna be good. It has promise, this week.

I'm done. x



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